| they say by the time of junior yr. u found da gang of skool friends that our basically ur pact. ur group. ur gang. well damn, im fucked. i thought i had that but things r so different sinch last summer, it pisses me off. at times i love em. at times i get so sick of em. theres like nutn in common nemore. theyre just off doin pot. ones kicked out of da house liven w. her bf. i neva c her nemore. shes starting to basically turn out to be white trash,..sadly, one says she quit pot..obviously not, and one has this weird online bf..she grossingly wants to fuck him, which is sick cuz they neva even met. and last gurl i respect cuz her sisters a comlete dumbass and shes doin alrite, but dayam. and out of these 4 girls. im tite w. all but this 2008 afta hs, il prolly neva c these farts again. they off either college or rehab..while ima try and do stf or olt. in da group. theres always da .. da girl u make fun of. da stupid one da leader da innocent one da girl dat puts bros b4 hoes yeh and im da innocent one. fuck. im not emo if this sounds emo. trust me. im not |
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| so i was just in a car accident 2 hours ago and shiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. we are so lucky. the po po came. ambulane paramedics tow truck and the hawt fireman......chyea
so me and my friend.. were driven to jewel osco..... ur local grocery store to use their bank cuz we broke for xmas shoppen.... neways. were tryin to get passed this busy road.. we got half way... and we didnt see a car comen on the otha side and wen we decided to go .. it was tooo late. BOOOOOOOOOM my head hit the car and my shulders too soooo bad. my door got sooooo messedd up . it cant close nemore. i got hit on my side @ like 50 mph cuz the dude was speeden like a mofo.......lucky for us.. my friends car is so beastlyy. its like a sumo wrestler
so it was like a t-bone........ hit @ me... and wen i went outside. i thought i was in a movie.. glass was everyWHEREE and the otha guys car...... his engine was squished. fumes. and oil on the floor. i thought his car culda exploded....if there was a match.. cyeah. im dead. but i think i did see my life flash b4 my eyes... everyything was in slow motion when we got hit.
so i went out to check on him.... to see if hes aiite... it was scarry. cuz wat if the guys dead?? idKK.
sooo me and my friend ... were still like in shock and cryd so much. . damm life comes at u fast. ((visa)) hehe it can be short. so no regrets fer reel. cuz sumn so fast like that can change everything.
i love u nikki josephine clifford
<3
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| im leaving on a jet plane
dont know if ill be back again.......
i leave for japan and korea (40days cp) soon. june 24-aug 21 im gonna miss u guys ! !
have a super fun fun summer and get a tan when u can ! !
later loves |
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| been 3 months since my last entry.
i got my first job this week @ BENIHANA

im a hostess gettin paid 6.50 per hour i answer phones and sing birthday songs to random ppl and take u to ur seat.
summers in 3 weeks. wuts everybody doing?? |
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